~Aenia

I hate the fact that my stupid internet takes years to load any picture ¬,¬
well bla bla.. I'm not feeling well and I'm not saying that for people to run and hug me.. is just a lot of people have asked me if there's something wrong lately, yes there is, but it's difficult for me to speak about it, so don't push me please.. and I don't see the point in pretending to be fine. whatever.. I have a long weekend of studying zoology I like that class, it's probably my favourite, but I'm not in the mood for studying.. whatever. Why should I going on talking about those things.. it's a pointless journal, but I just needed to admit the fact that I'm not fine and that's why I've been distant lately. and I wanted you to know that I don't want to pretend anymore.. I'm tired

well now here's a survey .0. stolen from

I Fear…

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[x] being a parent at a young age
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces (not fear, but I feel uncomfortable)
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 1

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

total so far: 3

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed/mugged
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes

Total so far: 9

[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x]growing up

Total so far: 17

[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[x] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love

Final Total: 20

10 or less: Fearless!!

10-20: Normal

20+: Paranoid

30+: ... Flee. Flee for the hills that you fear so much!!


Well I'm normal xP